It's Bigger Than Me

This past Sunday at Riverbank Church we had the opportunity to watch and listen Louie Giglio give his "Indescribable" talk that he shared in Houston, TX a few years ago.  If you've never seen it I would highly recommend checking it out here or buying it here.

I've seen the talk before and each time I've been deeply impacted.  Mostly with all the amazing images Louie shared from NASA.  I'm not a big space junkie but these images were absolutely amazing.  Stuff that I could never get the opportunity to capture.  And to think that it was all created out of the imagination of the One and Only Creator of the universe is pretty mind boggling.  Add to that the fact that God allowed us to be a part of His creation and discover all these amazing things he's brought to life,   and you really do get a universe, an existence that is totally indescribable.  

This time around something "new" hit me from Louie's talk.  At one point he made a statement that said something to the affect of "What if the primary point of the universe is to display the splendor and majesty and greatness of God?"  It really hit me because I've been in a time of life transition.  Moving back to New England, finding a place to live, working a new job, making new friends, working in a new church, finding a new grocery store, etc.  A lot of the transition has been about ME and what I think I need and want.  

Deep down I know that my life is not about me.  But sometimes my selfishness gets in the way of really focusing on who this world, this universe is all about.  I am merely one very very very small instrument for God to use for HIS GLORY & SPLENDOR, HIS MAJESTY, AND HIS GREATNESS.  

I've been reading in Jeremiah recently and to me there is a parallel between what God is speaking through the prophet Jeremiah and what I experienced from Louie's talk this past Sunday.  In the beginning part of Jeremiah God's pretty much angry at his people because they have gone their own way and lost sight of who He is and what their purpose on the earth was.  They lost sight of God's GLORY, MAJESTY, and GREATNESS and it started to go really bad for them.  I mean there is some really crappy stuff that happens to them.  I've experienced crap, but nothing like this stuff. 

This isn't to say that when we loose sight of who God is that crap will enter our lives.  Sometimes crap happens even when we are right in the middle of God's will for us.  What I'm trying to communicate is that the point of our existence within this universe is to live a life that puts the focus on the SPLENDOR, MAJESTY, and GREATNESS of GOD.  It's not about us, it's about so much more.  It's about all the indescribable parts of who God is.  

Guardrails

Around this time last year I listened through a sermon series from North Point Community Church entitled "Guardrails".  It was all about how we can keep our lives from straying into dangerous or off limit areas.  Whether that be spiritually, emotionally, intellectually, relationally, financially, etc.  In this series Andy Stanley took the time to talk about creating a "personal standard of behavior that becomes a matter of conscience" in all areas of our lives.

When I listened to the series I was so happy to be hearing the things he was teaching on.  It was stuff that I was like, "yeah, I want to have those standards, and guardrails in my life."  Some of them were already there, but there were others that I wanted to put into practice or wondered what would happen if I had to put them into practice.

Well over a year later, I've been put in a position to put some of these standards into practice.  And just being honest, it's not easy.  At least not the situation I faced recently.  See, this is the deal, I'm a "cool chic" that guys like to hang out with and be "buddies".  I'm into motorcycles, I can talk sports, I used to work as a mechanic, I know how to handle a gun, I can build a fire, and climb rocks, and not cry if I cut my finger.  My best friend in the early years of my life was the boy next door.  We didn't play dolls, we dug in the dirt, made bike jumps, and played baseball.

Don't get me wrong, I know how to do girly stuff, but it's not what I have the most fun doing.  Because of that I'm many times put in awkward situations.  Which leads me back to my recent situation.  The other day a guy friend of mine asked me to go hiking with him and his kid brother.  I love hiking and they were going to go hike a mountain I haven't been on yet.  So I said that I'd be interested in going.  However, later in the day I got to thinking about it.  You see this friend of mine is married.  Granted his brother was coming, but still, his wife was not.

Here I was faced with a situation where I could go on the innocent hike, or text and back out because of a guardrail I've established in my life.  I love hiking, I enjoy hiking with others.  But those "others" need to include single guys, single gals, married couples, parents and kids.  I never want to place another woman's husband in a situation where they are questioning his activities.

To many it might sound crazy to not go on the innocent hike.  Heck my friend's little brother was even going along.  But for me, this is a guardrail I've had to set.  First and foremost to protect my heart, but also to protect the people I come in contact with and count as friends.

As a single person I hope to some day be married.  I've waited a very long time for the opportunity to serve alongside someone else within the covenant of marriage.  I don't want my marriage to end up as another divorce statistic.  I don't want any of my friends marriages to end up as divorce statistics.  I've heard and seen too many people's marriages end in disaster because of "innocent" activities.

Whether you are married or hope to be married some day, take some time and think about the guardrails you have in place to protect your current or future marriage.  I am by no means perfect when it comes to all this.  But I know that by setting boundaries in this area of my life, and being accountable to the boundaries I've set, I will protect my heart and protect the hearts of others around me, and hopefully protect marriages in the process.

As The Sun Rises

"In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice;

in the the morning I lay my requests 

before you

and wait in expectation."

Psalm 5:3 

He is Still in The Boat!

The other night I got online to to catch up on some sermons from NewSpring Church down in SC.  Since moving back to New Hampshire I haven't had an opportunity to view what I had the privilege of experiencing live every Sunday for over a year.  The other Sunday NewSpring had Dan Lian bring the message from Mark 4:35-41 which is the story where Jesus is sleeping in a boat while the disciples are trying to weather a storm.  

Throughout Dan's message I couldn't help but think about the past few years of my life.  In Nov of 2008 I took some time away at Acadia National Park up in Maine.  I had just come out of an extremely busy season in my life and needed time just to get away, relax, regroup, and try and get a handle on what my life had become.  Little did I know during that trip that a storm in my life was just over the horizon. 

Less than a month later my life as I had know it got completely turned upside down.  Everything I thought I knew and believed about God was challenged.  Who I had become as a person started to become exposed.  The place that I thought I could find security completely failed me.  I was left in the middle of a storm wondering if Jesus was with me and if it even mattered to him that I was going through all that I was experiencing.  

For the next couple years, I did everything I knew to do.  I connected with Christ in new and deeper ways.  I rested, I cried, I spent time seeking after God.  I ran to him, I saw clarity in some areas, and yet in other specific ways God remained silent in the middle of my storm.  

There are so many different storms that come in and out of our lives.  Sometimes we see them coming and sometimes they show up by surprise.  Some times they last for a few moments, and other times they seem to be never ending.  

In some ways I'm still experiencing a stormy season.  God's provided in so many ways in so many different areas of my life.  But there are areas where I'm still waiting out the storm.  But the best part of being in this kind of storm, is that I know and believe Jesus is in the boat with me.  He won't leave, and he's preparing to act on my behalf.

If you can, please take the time to watch this message from Dan.  For me it was a great reminder that even when God's seems silent, He's still there.  The message starts around 31 minutes into the video.  Silence in The Storm

A Whole New Gaggle

The other Saturday I had the day off from work.  After running around town looking for housing I took a trip out to Grafton Pond near the house where I'm currently staying.  I was told this was a great place to go paddle and see wildlife, and there are no motorboats allowed.  So I wanted to check it out prior to taking a kayak out.  Within five minutes of arriving I saw these guys and gals.  Totally looking forward to getting out on a kayak and taking in the view.

I Believe

This weekend at Riverbank Church Chris shared from Acts 8.  He shared specifically about the story of Philip sharing The Gospel with and baptizing the Ethiopian eunuch.  Chris talked about how we have the opportunity to believe that Jesus is who he said he is and we can make the decision to follow him with our lives.  He shared that baptism is simply an outward expression of an inward change in our hearts.  It's a public confession of our faith in Jesus Christ as our Lord and Savior.  We see in  Mark 1:9-11 and in Matthew 3:13-17 that Jesus was baptized.  Jesus was a perfect man yet he still chose to set the example for us in our walk with him.  He probably didn't have to be baptized, but yet he chose to show his love for his heavenly Father through this outward act of obedience.  

We see also is Acts 2:38-41 the immediacy of the early believers public display of their decisions to follow Christ.  Just like the Ethiopian eunuch these early followers were baptized upon believing in Christ.  3,000 people were baptized that day.  Imagine what that day was like.

I love being a part of experiencing baptism.  I still remember the day I was baptized by Dr. Young back when I was 12.  I could barely keep my head above the water as I knelled in the baptismal.  I remember Dr. Young pushing my head down so far I thought he might actually be trying to drown me.  Plus the white terry cloth rob was so wet and heavy afterwards I thought I wouldn't be able to get out of the baptismal.   But I also remember that day being the day I went public with my faith in Jesus, and I can always look back to that day and know that there are people who were there to witness that event and who can ultimately hold me accountable to my decision.

As Chris drew his lesson to conclusion he gave people the opportunity to get baptized.  Some had already been signed up.  But others came and were baptized on the spot.  Each person had the opportunity so say out loud that they were being baptized because they BELIEVE in who Jesus is and what he did for them.  It was a great time of celebration, and support of 12 fellow followers of Christ as they displayed publicly their decision to be cleansed of sin and cross from death to life in Christ.

Do you believe in who Jesus says He is?  Have you ever gone public with your faith through baptism?  If not, what's stopping you from saying "I believe"?  It's our first step in obedience as followers of Christ.  

Same Kinda Different

I've been back in New Hamphire for about a week, after having been gone for a little over a year.  When I left New Hampshire in March of 2010 I was living about 65 miles south east of where I am now.  It's been interesting so far being back in a region I'm familiar with, yet being in a town where I'm still trying to find my way around.

The same holds true for church.  When I left South Carolina I had come out of a Sunday where there were over 10,000 people gathered across 5 campuses all over the state of South Carolina.  This past Sunday I spent the morning with around 140 people in one location in one town in New Hampshire.  One church has been around over 11 years.  The other, just over one year.  It's very interesting to go from one Sunday to the next and experience such different circumstances.   To go from a church where there are more people on staff than people who attend the church I'm with now.  To go from a church who's youth facility seats more people than the location we are meeting in.  To now be with a church where all the tools we use to worship together on a Sunday morning fit inside a Suburban and a 20 ft trailer instead of a ten of thousands of square foot space.  I could go on and on about the differences, but I think you get the point.

Church in New Hampshire is different from church in South Carolina.  But it's also the same.  First of all and most importantly both churches are sharing the message of Jesus Christ.  Whether that be to adults or to children on their level.  Both churches are placing the focus on Jesus and worshiping him through, songs, giving, serving, growing, and following.  Both churches have a vision of reaching the lost in their communities.  Both are doing whatever it takes to share Jesus and make disciples.  Both are baptizing, both are being the body of Christ.  Both are doing their best to serve with excellence.  Both are doing their best to be good stewards of the tools and resources God has given.  Both are not afraid to try something and fail.  Most importantly both are being THE CHURCH.

Both these churches may be different in many ways, but they are so much the same.  I've been reading through the gospels (Matthew, Mark, Luke, John) the last couple months.  If you've ever taken the time to study them you'll find that each book is different.  Written by different authors, therefore from different perspectives.  Each one has stories that the other ones don't.  Even written in different locations.  But one thing remains the same in each of these books.  The message of Jesus Christ.  That is the part that's never different.  That always remains the same.  Jesus is present and visible the entire time, and His message stays the same.

When we allow Jesus to be present in and through our lives regardless of our location, our circumstances, our relationships, regardless of what life looks like in that moment, that is when we experience the same kind different.